for the first time in a very long time, i am thirsty for a stiff drink

it's the only thing that truly relaxes me. that and a good cry during a good movie.

i dont consider myself an imbiber. I'll take a sip or two glasses or even an entire bottle if I'm in exceptionally good company, and then I wont think about the stuff for months

but today - i wish someone would pour me a stiff drink.

i saw my ex today. he's doing so well - new suit, new car, new girl... the works... and I havent even raised 1/3 of my rent due 2moro yet.

life sucks sometimes.

how about that drink?